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Go Back In Time To See Why I'm The Way I Am :) Wednesday, Oct. 24, 2012 - - All About ALEX - Thursday, Jan. 19, 2012 - why V needs to GO! argh! Tuesday, Jan. 17, 2012 - the uncomfortable process of change Tuesday, Dec. 27, 2011 - lost in translation is an understatement- Bansko Bulgaria Tuesday, Dec. 27, 2011 - lost in translation is an understatement- Bansko Bulgaria Saturday, Nov. 12, 2011 - breaking free or just talk Thursday, Oct. 06, 2011 - "running down a dream..." Thursday, Sept. 15, 2011 - are we really over? looooong long psychological relationship rant Saturday, Sept. 03, 2011 - beach family vacation begins...diamond in the ROUGH Sunday, Jul. 10, 2011 - breaking free, slowwwwlllllyyyyyyy Wednesday, Jul. 06, 2011 - 'new job, new location, back in the hood, maybe going after an old flame, and losing weight!' ah Tuesday, Jun. 14, 2011 - first official diet day over, and brief history and new beginnings Monday, Jun. 13, 2011 - Cheating only cheats yourself, and then you have to pick up the pieces later. Recovery. Friday, Feb. 04, 2011 - ...shades of gray... Monday, Jan. 24, 2011 - random update, brief Thursday, Sept. 30, 2010 - Rededication to me. Monday, Aug. 23, 2010 - Still with V, but L-w making a comeback? maybe? Wednesday, Dec. 30, 2009 - my sex is on fire but u don't know it yet, the erradication of V! it's a breakup because it's BrOke BitCh! Sunday, Sept. 20, 2009 - lost girl Sunday, Sept. 20, 2009 - lost girl Wednesday, May. 20, 2009 - Back from Sav-graduation in 1 week-Justin-official break up with V Wednesday, Apr. 29, 2009 - boy oh boy Friday, Apr. 24, 2009 - graduation soon-future plans! Wednesday, Apr. 01, 2009 - countdown til may Monday, Mar. 16, 2009 - New plan-1 day eat next day fast on again off again Wednesday, Mar. 11, 2009 - i saw red Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2009 - more updates, short rant, takin in strays Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2009 - Hindsight is 20/20 relationship update--gotta get away Tuesday, Dec. 02, 2008 - Dec Updates-Family Drama-What the future holds... Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2008 - thoughts after perusing old entries Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2008 - bad fat/gross day...ever have one of those? Thursday, Sept. 25, 2008 - still drama not talking for 3 days! Monday, Sept. 22, 2008 - It's like I'm dating a robot with all my same likes and dislikes. Friday, May. 16, 2008 - Still in a relationship-drama-weight-loss-fucked up society Saturday, May. 10, 2008 - Break-up after one year--so stupid! V sucks! Saturday, May. 10, 2008 - Break-up after one year--so stupid! V sucks! Saturday, Mar. 29, 2008 - new more drama, yeh more! Saturday, Mar. 29, 2008 - the new shit Saturday, Mar. 29, 2008 - the new shit Tuesday, Nov. 06, 2007 - random updates of life Tuesday, Nov. 06, 2007 - God is good, and Life is great...a relationship rant Saturday, Sept. 15, 2007 - breaking the girl Thursday, May. 24, 2007 - Major Updates: Bulgarian guy in a relationship.....new jobs! Tuesday, Mar. 20, 2007 - marriage, vegas baby, drugs, and relationships Wednesday, Mar. 14, 2007 - indifferent Thursday, Mar. 01, 2007 - "drinkin whiskey and snortin cocaine" Wednesday, Feb. 07, 2007 - new plan Tuesday, Jan. 16, 2007 - late night work-procrasatination feeling, and new diet plans Wednesday, Jan. 10, 2007 - updates, WinterQuarter, gaining weight..ick! Monday, Jan. 08, 2007 - adulteress i am not Friday, Dec. 08, 2006 - update....robbery..hittin the gym Wednesday, Oct. 25, 2006 - Atlanta, SCAD, October 2006 more updated soon Wednesday, Oct. 25, 2006 - boyz Tuesday, Aug. 15, 2006 - Settling in.... Saturday, Aug. 05, 2006 - MOVING to my NEW house 2moro!!! Starting BIG HUGE Fast on Monday! Sunday, Jul. 30, 2006 - Water & Vitamins--taking control Sunday, Jul. 30, 2006 - MAD-SERIOUS Fast begins tomorrow!! Wednesday, Jul. 26, 2006 - brief update Monday, Jul. 03, 2006 - Fast Day 1 of bday countdown fast Tuesday, Jun. 27, 2006 - bored out of my mind...begin fst, moving hopefully SOON!! Monday, Jun. 19, 2006 - freefalling Monday, Jun. 05, 2006 - Day 1 of (14) Siberian Diet97 Friday, Jun. 02, 2006 - now showing "depressed and thin vs. happy and medium" Wednesday, May. 31, 2006 - disappointment Friday, May. 26, 2006 - I GOT ACCEPTED!!!! Yay! prestigious cool art college! Friday, May. 26, 2006 - brief update Sunday, May. 21, 2006 - Kentucky BLUES! Tuesday, May. 16, 2006 - school problems-AtL bound-my own house-Dancers Body-Kentucky bound Saturday, Apr. 22, 2006 - flaky friends, and plannin a fast Monday, Apr. 17, 2006 - cabin fever Thursday, Apr. 13, 2006 - amanda rocks! AtL wildness!! Friday, Apr. 07, 2006 - relapse Monday, Apr. 03, 2006 - 1st day of Siberian Diet=success 85 Sunday, Apr. 02, 2006 - short update..made it back to GA from NYC Tuesday, Mar. 28, 2006 - "leaving new york never easy..." Thursday, Mar. 23, 2006 - nyc2ga real entry Thursday, Mar. 23, 2006 - nyc2ga Saturday, Mar. 18, 2006 - i <3 make-up, green, and 6 day countdown.. Tuesday, Mar. 14, 2006 - music= : ) h.o.m.o.n.y.c. Tuesday, Mar. 14, 2006 - older entries inspire and remind Monday, Mar. 13, 2006 - 2 updates in a row...nyc meditations Sunday, Mar. 12, 2006 - superlong nyc update drama/emotion/to hell and back again Sunday, Mar. 12, 2006 - walking and dreaming Friday, Feb. 10, 2006 - total hate Thursday, Dec. 22, 2005 - xmas countdown 94* Monday, Dec. 12, 2005 - Georgia On My Mind Tuesday, Nov. 08, 2005 - workin hard for the money--so hard!! Tuesday, Nov. 08, 2005 - workin hard for the money--so hard!! Sunday, Oct. 30, 2005 - travel Sunday, Oct. 30, 2005 - very short update Sunday, Oct. 30, 2005 - K sucks Thursday, Oct. 13, 2005 - Hitting the Plateau Monday, Oct. 10, 2005 - ~Looking UP in more ways than one~ Saturday, Oct. 08, 2005 - rainy days $$$$$ can't buy u love Thursday, Oct. 06, 2005 - Got a Job??? :) Tuesday, Oct. 04, 2005 - The most honest entry I've ever written (off to the skys?) Sunday, Oct. 02, 2005 - wasting days.... Sunday, Oct. 02, 2005 - i've been down so long, it can't be longer still, been down so long, i know the end must be drawing near..., Friday, Sept. 30, 2005 - at home on a friday night listening to cranberries.....that about says it all Wednesday, Sept. 28, 2005 - Dieting still, and job interviews, NyC Monday, Sept. 26, 2005 - (he loves me he loves me not) got a job, dont have a job, got a job? Thursday, Sept. 15, 2005 - model beHAVIOR & hot rockerboyz Wednesday, Sept. 14, 2005 - update nation blaH.. Monday, Sept. 12, 2005 - boRed ouT of my FreaKin miNd...and nyc job-hunt Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 - - Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 - down in the dumps...something happen already!! Tuesday, Aug. 23, 2005 - i <3 ny Tuesday, Aug. 02, 2005 - oh shit....i'm movin to nyc!! tomorrow!! for real! Tuesday, May. 10, 2005 - Moving to the City--NYC! Thursday, Feb. 17, 2005 - "Andy your a star in nobodys eyes but mine..." Thursday, Feb. 17, 2005 - "Andy your a star in nobodys eyes but mine..." Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005 - back to the blue (sad)(ending relationships) Thursday, Dec. 09, 2004 - Cocaine Eyes...Boyz, Boyyz, Boyz Monday, Dec. 06, 2004 - damn it feels good to be a gangsta.....(boys and drugs) Thursday, Dec. 02, 2004 - Long Ass update/rant/rave.....oh the rocker boys drivin me crazy! Jed-Brandon-Andy Sunday, Nov. 28, 2004 - more to come Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 - bleh Monday, Oct. 04, 2004 - Im a whore-or at least my BRAND NEW roomate thinks so!! fuck! Saturday, Sept. 11, 2004 - It's Miller time...or something like that.... Friday, Sept. 10, 2004 - PAYPAL is BAD! read more... Wednesday, Sept. 08, 2004 - Letting go, falling free Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004 - Rain Rain go away! Saturday, Sept. 04, 2004 - I want your sex Saturday, Sept. 04, 2004 - I want your sex Sunday, Aug. 29, 2004 - Brief update--more later....lots of serious issues as of late Saturday, Aug. 21, 2004 - - Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - Guys fantasize about blondes, but they fuck the brown haired chicks! Rock ON! New hair! Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - Not eating/Winebubble baths/Good HAIR Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - Get a GRIP! Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004 - I NEED a change!! Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - Betrayal from Clint/Best Friend--our friendship is over. Friday, Jul. 30, 2004 - Half a computer/diet pitfalls/Roomate moving out & 311! Monday, Jul. 26, 2004 - Updates a/b the siberian diet--good news etc Friday, Jul. 23, 2004 - Siberian Diet start-up issues/broke computer etc Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004 - 2nd day Fast-new secret diet and more Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004 - 1st Day of new "Countdown 21stBirthday Fast" Tuesday, Jun. 22, 2004 - To be Mia or not to be.....that is the question Sunday, Jun. 20, 2004 - Bump in the Road....Dates & Self-Esteem Friday, Jun. 18, 2004 - 3rd day of FAST--It's raining Men! and Concerts Tuesday, Jun. 15, 2004 - Lazy Days of Summer....and Gettin a Fast Started day 1? Thursday, Jun. 10, 2004 - Crushed-Too Much-A Year Has Been Lost but Not Much Else- Tuesday, Jun. 08, 2004 - No Summer Class?-Roomates-Jobs-Boys Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 - Boys, Boys, Boys, Restriction & Key Largo Thursday, May. 27, 2004 - 2Many Guy Troubles, Restricting more, and more gushing about Z. Wednesday, May. 26, 2004 - Under 500 today-yay and Brittney's are FAT! Wednesday, May. 26, 2004 - Got a new love baby, restricting, and toyin w/the good boys by bein a bad girl....~ Wednesday, May. 26, 2004 - - Friday, May. 21, 2004 - Being a Blonde & Summer Rants.....diets.... Tuesday, May. 11, 2004 - NEW Job.....High Fashion.....Diet Lows Tuesday, May. 04, 2004 - DAY 1 NEW DIET Wednesday, Apr. 14, 2004 - My VERY OWN TOWNHOUSE ! ahh! Tuesday, Apr. 13, 2004 - Sad-My Life keeps moving, and i keep slipping behind..... Monday, Apr. 12, 2004 - quick update, what i ate today and shout out to fav diary links Friday, Apr. 09, 2004 - Being Fat Is so last year. Emotional freak-outs, and new DETERMINATION! Thursday, Apr. 01, 2004 - buy myself a new life Thursday, Apr. 01, 2004 - buy myself a new life Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2004 - breaking up is hard to do Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - Mall-not so bad-back2NOfood & Formal Dress worries Friday, Mar. 19, 2004 - DAMN! why must EVERYTHING involve food! (parents takin me to dinner) Thursday, Mar. 18, 2004 - ...maybe i'm addicted, maybe i'm out of control...I HOPE SO. Wednesday, Mar. 17, 2004 - 12 hours of sleep and i guess this is the 2nd day of a fast?? Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - Clint problems/post-Spring Break/ Tired-is this depression? Saturday, Mar. 06, 2004 - - Wednesday, Mar. 03, 2004 - Waiting for Floridays Monday, Mar. 01, 2004 - Fast Day 2..Apathetic/Clint-friends update Sunday, Feb. 29, 2004 - DRAMA/FASTING FOR Spring Break~ Monday, Feb. 16, 2004 - 21 Days until Spring Break...new diet countdown Sunday, Feb. 08, 2004 - PaRtYiN NoN-STOP--New diet Plans-Spring Break soon, bikini-uh-oh Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004 - - Thursday, Jan. 22, 2004 - 2nd day of FAST--Sweet (Crystal-Lite) taste of success!!!! oh yeh--losing weight is great! Wednesday, Jan. 21, 2004 - Fast Successful Day 1~ Monday, Jan. 19, 2004 - Update....damn hungry boyfriend, and starting fast 2-moro Sunday, Jan. 18, 2004 - new fast--bored as shit Monday, Jan. 12, 2004 - A Weekend of Boozin & a New DO!! ; Friday, Jan. 09, 2004 - Led Zepplin, Alcohol, & School Wednesday, Jan. 07, 2004 - update..things are KooL now! Wednesday, Jan. 07, 2004 - - Saturday, Jan. 03, 2004 - everything is ok now....wheww Friday, Jan. 02, 2004 - Emergency--Don't do this to yourselves! Thursday, Jan. 01, 2004 - OMGNew Years Drama/Good Sex/and the consequences Wednesday, Dec. 31, 2003 - Pre-New Years Bash Jitters....superficiallity Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2003 - :) READ THIS!! BDF New Year WEIGHT LOSS CHALLENGE!! sign up! Sunday, Dec. 28, 2003 - NEW FAST!! DAY 1 Saturday, Dec. 27, 2003 - Quizilla Friday, Dec. 26, 2003 - After Christmas 2003--Plans etc. Friday, Dec. 19, 2003 - Low Cal & tons of MONEY! yay! Thursday, Dec. 18, 2003 - Frustrations Wednesday, Dec. 10, 2003 - Finals, New Job, Stress, New Diet PLan......ahh! Sunday, Dec. 07, 2003 - nervous--new job--computer crap Sunday, Dec. 07, 2003 - - Saturday, Dec. 06, 2003 - Chug-Chug-Chug.....job interview...lets talk about sex?? Tuesday, Dec. 02, 2003 - ANA MEMO to ALL fabulous ED girls!! Empower yourself!!!! Saturday, Nov. 22, 2003 - blah... Saturday, Nov. 22, 2003 - blah... LINKS PAGE - ------------------LINKS------------------ Saturday, Nov. 01, 2003 - GET THIS NEW ANA BOOK!!!!! End of 2nd Day of my FAST!! Thursday, Oct. 30, 2003 - New Fast....getting a good start Thursday, Oct. 16, 2003 - DaD-----apparently being fat will keep you from making all your dreams come true! Tuesday, Sept. 23, 2003 - Getting in to my major/and fasting again....back into ana..here we go Sunday, Sept. 07, 2003 - new5-day fast/rst/then fast again.....f Monday, Sept. 01, 2003 - Updates, 2nd week of classes.....still kept the weight off and RUSH XD! Tuesday, Aug. 12, 2003 - new fast/cool job/classes startin soon!! Friday, Aug. 01, 2003 - 2nd Night of Fast---goin strong Wednesday, Jul. 30, 2003 - roomate/boyfriend problems Saturday, Jul. 26, 2003 - Huge Ass Party and starting a fast 2-moro Friday, Jul. 18, 2003 - update Sunday, Jul. 06, 2003 - neW BIG fast!!! check out my progress later Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 - NEW FAST ------DAY 1 Thursday, May. 22, 2003 - brief update Monday, May. 12, 2003 - Fasting tomorrow.......long undistracted summer fast :D Tuesday, Apr. 15, 2003 - Welcome back Ana!~ Friday, Mar. 14, 2003 - ....like a beached up whale..........SB '03' Tuesday, Mar. 11, 2003 - stress Friday, Mar. 07, 2003 - MaRdi GrAs --Fat Tuesday!~~ Tuesday, Feb. 25, 2003 - upsates Sunday, Feb. 16, 2003 - Attack of the thin short girls! Wednesday, Jan. 29, 2003 - uPDATE Sunday, Jan. 26, 2003 - updates---sex----wrking out----obsessions Tuesday, Jan. 21, 2003 - Memo/Fat or Thin It's all the same obsession./Fast Friday, Jan. 03, 2003 - NEW ORLEANS WAS AWESOME! Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 - New Orleans4New Years!!--It doesn't get much better than that!! Friday, Dec. 27, 2002 - WISDOM TEETH OUT= perfect time for a fast ;) Saturday, Dec. 21, 2002 - Don't Need It--Don't Want It!! Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 - More Updates.....8 days til X-MAS!! Sunday, Dec. 15, 2002 - Awweee i havent written in 4-evER!! wtf? Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 - Pictures That Say SO much about my weekend......Scott finally came and then i ran into clint ;( more later Sunday, Nov. 17, 2002 - ---------//\//\--------- Friday, Nov. 08, 2002 - Day 2 of Fast...Let's Talk About Sex Baby... Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 - UPDATES/slacker....fasting Sunday, Nov. 03, 2002 - LARGEST COCKTAIL PARTY Friday, Oct. 25, 2002 - Warrant out to make me fat! & A New Revalation!~ Sunday, Oct. 20, 2002 - Partying down/seeing my friends,drunk-dialing..../and low-cal beer? Tuesday, Oct. 15, 2002 - Updates.....Rainy day..... Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 - Fasting--Party Pooper Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 - Still fasting......Candy is ruining me! stay away from wal-mart! lol j/k Tuesday, Oct. 08, 2002 - Still fasting...nude people...etc. Tuesday, Oct. 08, 2002 - 'Super Fast"........alaKaZaM--watch me as I disappear!! --or just pull a bunny out of my hat; either way it'll be cool so check out my entry!.....lol im such a dOrK ;D Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 - Fasting...somewhat/ Sweet Home Alabama/I'm on Drugs..Whoah-What?!? Thursday, Oct. 03, 2002 - Trying to Study/Opportunity knocks... Wednesday, Oct. 02, 2002 - Update--have my computer back --Yah! Monday, Sept. 30, 2002 - Damn! i hate stupid browsers! NeWay--check back for more info. Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 - DREADED DAY 4----what will 2Moro Bring?!? Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 - 3rd Day of Fast--Whoo-hoo& feelin skinny - ok maybe not, but Skinni-ER Tuesday, Sept. 24, 2002 - End of 2nd Day of Fasting.....better in school.....scales going down.... ;D Monday, Sept. 23, 2002 - The Horrible, Most Terrible, Disgusting,& Worst Day! Ever! Blick! :P Monday, Sept. 23, 2002 - Short entry--Fabulous Brittany Murphy Thinspirational pics MTV movie Awards Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 - >>Starting Back Fasting 2-moro/ "DON'T DRINK & EAT. IT DESTROYS LIFES." ;P Friday, Sept. 20, 2002 - PARTY ON--PaRtY On!!~ Fun/crazy/nite Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2002 - Short entry/more later/Still Fasting Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 - Monday--Starting The Week Of Right-& more Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 - Still Fasting Really....... & I actually like it:) Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 - YOU HAVE TO READ THIS ENTRY! FOR ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN DUMPED--the ultimate revenge!! Hell Yeh!

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