Dear Diary,
not eating tomorrow...
so what else is new
anyway, im tryin to go on a long fast before i have to try on wedding dresses, and before it gets so cold that i cant wear my belived skirts like i do.
It's been in the high 70's and sunny around here lately.
i gotta lose some more weight...i wanna be really skinny...not bony, but definitely way skinny...
ugh, i cant write this crap in here anymore...it's stupid to talk about whether i can do it or not, how much time it'll take, and all that bs... Of course i think about it in my head, but i feel like thats all i write in here these days...
im about to write some songs and then go to bed....i promise i'll write something more substantial later on...
peace out