Dear Diary,
2nd night of fast
today i ate a bannana cause i was starting to feel ill
so thats like maybe between 75-100 calories only---but i dont think it will hurt too much
i gotta keep up with this
im house sitting for the weekend taking care of all of our pets while my parents are in Kentucky visiting my sister
my mom made sure and stocked up on all the food i love for the weekend so its been extra hard to resist the urge, but i have done well so far
i just feel like food is gross, and i cant keep doing this run around to lose the weight
i gotta stick to it for good for a while
i am determined to do at least a week of fasting, and my ultimate goal is 2-3 weeks of fasting
i think i could do it because after day 10 u get an energy boost and u totally dont need food anymore
gotta keep this going no matter what
and i cant break up with my boyfriend...not yet anyway
i like him, but he wants me to be the last person he dates kinda thing ya know...and i wanna date more guys than him even though hes a great guy, but we are so different.....and ugh im not gettin into it again
anyway
my fast is gone well so far
tomorrow is Day 3 --wish me luck....ttyl