Dear Diary,
Ugh-----it's family christmas day time....and i do not wanna eat---i am fat enough as it is, but these stupid situations always come up!!!
AND I have to go to one of Clint'd friends weddin reception tonight and I have to wear a dress, and I have noithing to wear.....OK, i found something i am going to wear, but only because it fits and it's all i could bear to wear..... I have no dresses anyway, and if i do, they are way old and i know they don't fit. I hate this. I don't wanna eat, so why do i have to? We are all going to a restaurant to eat lunch together and then i have to go to that part tonight.....I am going to try and eat as little as possible today at lunch and maybe none at the party, but still i wish i didn't have to even eat a little.....
I am excited though cause we do this family x-mas before the real Christmas, so i get presents early--yah!! ;) And i think i am getting an MP3 player---extra yah!! Something to do in the car for the road trip!! Uh...but now i have to go get ready or my mo will bitch, but damn food. I don't want it, I CERTaINLY don't need it, so why do i have to put in a situation where i have to eat some of it!!! Blick!! maybe i can get away w/picking at my taco for like an hour,.....lol
we'll see--------------